I hate not knowing what I want.

I need to have a goal and I want to have a goal, but I don’t have one. There just isn’t one there.
And I can’t even bring myself to take the time to make up a goal.

I need motivation. The kind of motivation I get when there’s a goal I’m aiming for.
How the fuck do you get that kind of motivation when you don’t what you want to be aiming for?

And why in the world is it so impossible for me to give myself a goal?

NOTE:
I Googled these questions.
Google did not have the answer.
Tumblr is now the new Google for life questions.