I’ve been living in denial for the past 2 months. I can’t ignore all of this shit anymore, I need to start dealing with.
I stopped making lists in an effort to ignore the problems. No more.
3 lists will change my life…
(yes, these are really the titles)
• “handle your shit” - for long-term tasks and things that’ll take a lot of internal convincing and courage to get done
• “get the fuck over it” - for short-term goals in learning to be ok on my own. alone in the world
• “ready to go” - which is essentially a goal in and of itself. that I’m going to complete once a month.
ready to go
- pack the following: a new mix of music, 1 camera + 1 lens, 1 knitting project, 1 new or unfinished book
- drive somewhere you’ve never been before (by yourself)
- explore the shit out of it (by yourself)
- be a normal person (by yourself) i.e. get lunch/dinner at a restaurant, be friendly with strangers (in a non-gross sounding way), etc.
Time to find a new me.
